below the soul

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 23:01:39 GMT

got my tattoo, went to ny for my birthday, came home and fought with my sister, and she stabbed me in the leg.
the end.

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 20:41:44 GMT

just made the downpayment on my first tattoo. i'm going all out on this.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:36:42 GMT

lsd is stupid, drugs are stupid, and i'm so glad i've never done any of that shit. what a moron.

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 04:26:36 GMT

i miss alex so much.

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 16:43:01 GMT

i fucking hate snow. and getting my car stuck in it at the end of my driveway. thank god for roommates with shovels.

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 03:58:43 GMT

i just have to sort out a few more details, but i'm moving. the first week of february. i'm so excited.

basically

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 00:05:04 GMT

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 01:01:00 GMT

:-)

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 03:12:39 GMT

turning 22 was more fun than i've had in sooooo long.

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:54:35 GMT

i can smell fall.
already.

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 15:11:53 GMT

oh my. that almost made everything worth it. haha.
i am very pleased with myself at the moment.
and i'm still pumped for this weekend.
and i also have some pink hair now. and i love it. pictures sometime.

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:54:56 GMT

i get to see the best guy ever, my good friend jeremy, this weekend. and i'm having a party. fabulous.

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 04:38:25 GMT

i don't know anymore.

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 13:03:04 GMT

my brother is on his way to the children's hospital for surgery.
i am so nerved up, i may just puke.

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 10:10:52 GMT

getting up at 4:30 in the morning so he can go to work is worth spending my every night with him.

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 23:26:11 GMT

i had a blast. the show was awesome and i had a lot of fun doing it.
but the best part was jeremy. he brought scott, christann, and christann's brother dan, who was ridiculously cute. we did christmas. they got me some awesome stuff, the best being a lipstick tube that opened up to be a little knife instead of lipstick, and a frickin nearly $200 radar detector. we hung out all night, walking around downtown albany. i didn't want them to leave, but at 3am they finally had to. we're talking about when we can hang out again. i'm gonna have a bbq in august, and they'e all gonna come up for the weekend. i'm pumped.

ny weekenddddddd

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 03:51:13 GMT

tomorrow morning, bright and early, kelsi and amanda and i are driving down to albany, ny. there we will check into the sweet ass hilton garden hotel and spend the day hanging around the city. in the evening, my friends jeremy, christann, and scott are gonna drive up to albany from kingston to hang out with us. it's pretty much going to be nuts. we're doing christmas. jeremy and i never got to exchange our gifts, so we're doing it then, and now christann and scott are in on it too. i'm pumped. i can't wait for them to see what i got them. i love giving presents.
thennnnnnn sunday, we're getting up early to go to a hair show and competition in which i am competing. kelsi is my model, and amanda is my coworker markie's model. it's going to be ridiculous. i've never been in a competition this large, and i don't really know what to expect, but i'm going to have a blast.
excited is a def understatement right now.

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 01:31:45 GMT

recently, someone has thought it would be fun to try to harass me anonymously via lj.
but the word of a hypocrite, who doesn't know me, hasn't met me, yet has judged me already (and falsely), and doesn't even have the balls to give me their name, has no merit. in fact, i find it funny they care so much about trying to make me have some sort of epiphany about the kind of person i am.
darling, if anyone needs some time for self-reflection, it is you.
buh bye.

Wed, 23 May 2007 06:32:31 GMT

i hate how much i idolize you. i don't know why i do it.

Sat, 19 May 2007 21:15:06 GMT

there was a homeless guy standing on the side of the road in the pouring rain, holding a sign "will work for food." i brought him a bag of food and a hot chocolate. he wouldn't take it.

sour times

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 05:07:56 GMT

who am i, what and why?
‘cause all i have left is my memories of yesterday,
ohh these sour times.

‘cause nobody loves me,
it's true,
not like you do.

after time the bitter taste,
of innocence decent or race,
scattered seed, buried lives,
mysteries of our disguise revolve,
circumstance will decide.

‘cause nobody loves me,
it's true,
not like you do.

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 20:08:41 GMT

it's not for the best.

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 15:12:38 GMT

i've lost count of how many times i was going to say something to you, and started to, but stopped myself.

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 03:25:39 GMT

you know what? i realized something today. there are so few genuinely good-hearted people out there. in some ways, just about everyone is out for themselves at one point or another. i am lucky enough to know a few people who are just really honestly good people. when i look for friends and people to have in my life, those are the kind of people i look to get to know. and i'm proud to call those people my friends.
i slept over robbie's house last night. he's a pretty remarkable guy. i'm happy i know him. i'm happy we're friends.
in other news, i miss you-know-who, but that's not really news. i don't think he misses me, but that's not surprising either.
and in other news, i'm going to the doctor on wednesday to see about something i am seriously getting worried about. i hope it's nothing but i have a feeling it's not.
and in other news, at work tonight i cut off the tip of my left index finger. lovely. but even injured, i did my first skinfade/flattop and i was pretty impressed with myself. no sweat. my boss was impressed too. go me.
aaron, when you read this, please contact me. i forget your email address and i don't want to call you unless i know you're going to pick up. i need to talk to you. it's about the previously mentioned medical thing. okay.

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 06:05:54 GMT

the one thing i could never say to you is that i am equally to blame for what happened to us. and i carry that guilt with me in my heart every day. i try, but i know i will never get over it.